Paralyzed
Feels like I was just punched in the gut.
I’m suffering in silence, so it makes the pain that much worse.
Tears are burning the rims of my eyes.
How does he sit there like nothing is wrong.
I dare not cry in front of you, I won’t give you the satisfaction.
How did I let it get this far.
The more you lie. the more i love you.
Only because Im afraid to let go and see that you won’t miss me.
Love has the ability to kill.
So why does everyone covet it.
You dont deserve my heart. But yet I give it to you willingly.
This bitch…you. Make me sick.
How long am I going to sit in silence. Let this destroy me. consume me.
You have decieved me. hurt me. paralyzed me. for the last time.
Who am I fooling.
